Nitz Life

The Pursuit Of Pursuing Happiness

nitzshav — Sun, 19 Jul 2009 19:15:33 +0000

i saw many people say that,if i was in his/her place i wouldn’t have done this…….but i never found any guy or a gal to say that I’ve been his/her place & i din do this……..so,i hate those people who says such things, because there is a big difference between saying & doing…..anyways,i had a decent day today…went with my dad to buy an ipod nano but unfortunately the istore was closed today (f***)….does it happen with everyone or its just me ,one of “THE GREATEST ILL FATED GUYS”. hope tomorrow i will get it (sigh….)!!!!!
its easy for us to tell bad things,to believe bad things…..sometimes we say that we don’t trust him/her…but do we trust ourselves…are we worthy of being trusted…..i always wanted to love others,wanted to get love from others….but the thing is that i never loved myself…never gave the affection it needed……..never felt proud of myself.
today i saw the movie “Pursuit Of Happiness”….in that movie there were two lines-
“Plz don’t moove that mountain,
Give me strength to climb it”
i don’t know y but those two lines inspired me a lot…..i felt that there is someone who is always with me,in my bads n my goods…….u know,i believe myself,trust myself & i will do every f*****g thing that i wished for & i dreamt for…….

My First Post

nitzshav — Sat, 18 Jul 2009 19:07:19 +0000

In my whole life i used to believe that i always did the right thing……i made friends,have always been a good friend,trusted people n bla bla………i always thought that the best achievement of my life was my friends; but actually its the opposite!!!!!!!! Sometimes you think that some persons are very close to your heart and one day you will come to know that actually they were never for you ever……..its not their problem,in fact its mine. I always expect much from people & may be its one of the reasons that i remain depressed!!!!!!!!! (i know I’m a bit confusing lolz) You know there was a time when i used to have many friends but now i have none…..i left my friends because i din think that I’m worthy of being……i don’t know,i just wanted to express myself,my feelings……so,i thought i should write a blog,coz i have nobody to tell……i don’t know how a person I’m,what I’m & y I’m like that…..I’m one of those people who r lonely,depressed & searching for some company,ha ha……

that concludes my first post

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nitzshav — Sat, 18 Jul 2009 17:48:13 +0000

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